this http://info.org.il/this Tue, 26 Aug 2008 19:23:45 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.3.2 en my birthday present http://info.org.il/this/2008/08/26/23/ http://info.org.il/this/2008/08/26/23/#comments Tue, 26 Aug 2008 19:20:19 +0000 admin http://info.org.il/this/2008/08/26/23/ on the eve of my birthday

i find myself with a bruised ego.

in other times

i would have tried to fix the situation.

on the eve of my birthday

i want to reduce my ego.

- - -

what a wonderful present.

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would you like anything else?

no, thank you

another glass of water?

no, thank you

(she takes my dishes and returns with a glass of water)

but I said “no, thank you?”

all the customers say “no, thank you” and all of them drink the water

]]> http://info.org.il/this/2008/08/21/22/feed/ apology http://info.org.il/this/2008/06/03/21/ http://info.org.il/this/2008/06/03/21/#comments Tue, 03 Jun 2008 19:11:44 +0000 admin http://info.org.il/this/2008/06/03/21/ The phone ringed after 9PM

She said I apologize for the hour but…

I said don’t apologize. Call tomorrow morning.

But it’s urgent.

Call tomorrow morning.

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the car behind me didn’t honk

]]> http://info.org.il/this/2008/04/10/17/feed/ Pee http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/31/14/ http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/31/14/#comments Mon, 31 Mar 2008 07:48:13 +0000 admin http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/31/14/ it is written all over that the ideal way of life is “eat when you are hungry, sleep when you are tired”.

i cannot even get up at night when i need to pee.

]]> http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/31/14/feed/ no-pathy http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/11/16/ http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/11/16/#comments Tue, 11 Mar 2008 07:52:51 +0000 admin http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/11/16/ can someone with low self awareness be empathic?

]]> http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/11/16/feed/ a stone http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/09/15/ http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/09/15/#comments Sun, 09 Mar 2008 07:51:26 +0000 admin http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/09/15/ a stone rolled from my heart

into someone elses hand

it should not be this way

]]> http://info.org.il/this/2008/03/09/15/feed/ bullshit http://info.org.il/this/2008/02/08/18/ http://info.org.il/this/2008/02/08/18/#comments Fri, 08 Feb 2008 08:00:39 +0000 admin http://info.org.il/this/2008/02/08/18/ even in the greatest spritual bullshit, one can find something to take and learn

]]> http://info.org.il/this/2008/02/08/18/feed/ change http://info.org.il/this/2008/02/01/19/ http://info.org.il/this/2008/02/01/19/#comments Fri, 01 Feb 2008 08:03:36 +0000 admin http://info.org.il/this/2008/02/01/19/ how are you?

i don’t want to think about it

i understand. there are two options (there probably more)

you  don’t want to think about the effort it will take you to move to another place

you don’t want to think about the efforts it will take you to change your attitude towards the place you are now

]]> http://info.org.il/this/2008/02/01/19/feed/ hitler http://info.org.il/this/2008/01/27/20/ http://info.org.il/this/2008/01/27/20/#comments Sun, 27 Jan 2008 08:06:18 +0000 admin http://info.org.il/this/2008/01/27/20/ do you know what? if someone will want to harm me or my family i will try to prevent him from  doing so, including hurting  or killig him

but untill that happens, i want to feel compassion to my beloved wife - even in hard times

compassion towards my best friend who is about to do something i totally disapprove

compassion to my boss or a colleague

compassion to the bastard drivering in front of me

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